Inergia Lalee Dada

In light of this month’s Full Moon in Cancer, i am buckling down to choose a direction to head in this spiritual journey. In the past, I have not even been able to accept the direction that my soul feels called to go, much less set a goal to do it. Since i quit drinking […]

Before I get lost in meditation, I want to mention the symbolism in my dream last night that I found most interesting. Most of my dreams were filled with trying to escape a murderer. I woke up from that one and didn’t take any notes about it. Although, some of the images are swirling around […]

I have a rather vivid dream life while I sleep. Last night, I had one of my favorite. I was on a rocky coastline and called to the Orcas. They came and picked me up and took me for ride. Of course, being under water was not an issue. When I spent a summer working […]

The struggle with my negative nature has been life long. Even as a child, i remember hiding in the bushes feeling like an outcast. I may only believe in God, because it feels like that the only way I feel like I belong. I belong to the ONE. The ONE understands me. I am not […]

I managed to pay off my student loans. I am glad that i FINALLY did that, but it also makes it blatantly obvious how ignorant of money management I have been my entire life. I set a goal of going without tv for a month. I have had other goals that I keep ignoring, because […]

When everything shut down in 2020, I decided to rewatch Supernatural. I watched it so much that i actually had dreams with Sam and Dean in them several times. As someone that has spent the majority of my life single, it was comforting to get lost in the story of the good looking outsiders. The […]

Stress can make it a challenge to get into ketosis. I wish that I could say that i have some good strategies to use to overcome stress, but I really don’t know for sure. Challenges with a co-worker were stressing me out so much, that my adrenaline was pumping, heart racing, and hands shaking. I […]

I picked up the mail at the P.O. Box and found a few Christmas Cards mixed in with the bills. I opened a rather homemade looking envelope addressed to box holder. What was inside really kind of gave me the creeps! It was handwritten Bible verses with highlighted words being Burn In Hell, Die, Repent. […]

Last night i think i went to bed at 6:30 PM. I woke up around 8 AM. No I didn’t sleep straight through. I woke up and watched Qigong videos on YouTube. I plan on following along with those videos, when i finish writing. I went to the chiropractor, because i am overdue. I won’t […]

Last night, my back started burning in the kidney area and i noticed that my urine was darker than it should be for being hydrated. I have ramped up my mediation and breath work practice. I am having truly amazing experiences. I have been enjoying meditating twice a day for up to an hour at […]